What do i got to do?

All my life, i have never won anything before. Played in finals yes. Erm, let see. Standard one, got a silver, so does standard 2 and standard 3. Well, those sports were running in some competition. You know, kids stuff. Standard 4 i was in finals in tug of war and lost. The thing was, when we were in a group stages, we beat them and somehow when the thing matters most, we lost. Everyear goes the same way. We keep on losing in the final. Sigh. Then i hope luck changes when im in high school. It didnt. Lost in basketball final when i was form 3, infact, i miss the last basket to tie. It would have been dramatic. Then tug of war again, lost in finals. Aih, then i entered handball. We entered final and again, we lose. Man, it was tight though. Then the winning eleven competition, even though getting second was good, but still i should have won.

Then in uni. I have never won anything. I became 2nd, 3rd and there is few times we didnt even get through gropu stages.And luck wasnt on my side today again. Well, we had competition university of Sydney open. We pass group stages easily but i was quite nervous as there this one match where i was playing agaisnt my friends which won in melbourne last winter. But thank god, made few decent saves and concede last minute. Should have won but aih, last goal couldnt do anything abt it. Then went on quarters, won easily to be honest. 8-1. Last goal i didnt concede as i was resting since we were well lead. But semis was a close one. It was just touch and go. Lost in penalty. Is just sad to see the ball hit post and i should have save one. Its just slip right through my hand. Argh, should have done better. From there onwards, i didnt really care cause we lost. We end up in 3rd. Last match wasnt any point at all.

Actually, if you realise, all the competition that i entered it wasnt anything regarding football until when im in uni. Well, to be honest, i suck playing soccer last time. Was playing last man and was just average. I started become better or became a star when i became keeper. Hehe, i started when i was in sierramas i guess. And from there on, it was just a uphill. I played decent when i started futsal with my peeps back home. But, i really improved when im in sydney. Well, i have to thank my team-mates cause they had improved me a lot. But still, i dont know what do i got to do just to win a tonourment. I just dont have the luck i guess....