Expectation...

Well,regarding last post,im alright.I guess im used with death. Well,since i exist,Ive lost 2 grandmother,2 grandfather 2 aunties,one uncle and so many more i.e. long lost cousin till i dont even know..Hehe...

Anyways,lets blog something else. Well last weekend i went to canberra just to visit my friends and attend my best friend housewarming. Well,i set a very high expectation my trip there spending time with her. *gasp her? Relax,im not in love or like her. I just fancy her.Haha,nah, i treat her like my sister you know. Someone close. Anyways, i wanted to spend time with her since its been ages since i really did so i went canberra. But it was very disappointed. It is. I didnt spend time with her at all, and im sick at my stomach cause this is not my first time. She keep doing this to me and im just sick of it. When there is someone better, she just totaly ignore you. Aih,and that proves how much i mean to her. Im just someone else,thats all. I guess that explains my disappointment.

On the contrary, i enjoyed my time there. Spending time with my other best friend, getting to know people and played poker wei,aih,damn addicted to it..It was fun. It seriously is. It made me realise that sydney isnt taht fun. Well,cause more people thus less closeness you feel. There since it is a small community, you are closer. Thus they are more open up. Being there reminds me back in msia. My kaki's. Aih, 100 days left till i see them again and some(aaron...lol) next year. Oh well,i enjoyed my time during winter. Just cant wait for summer. 100 days to go..urgh...