Alone

I hate being alone with no one around me.Yes,there is chatting but still i miss hang around with real people who i adore most. God, i just miss being back in msia.Urgh,is just tearing me apart. Tulah,sape suruh tak study kuat2 dulu.Yea but still it would be the same as i would me missing the same group. I did the biggest mistake of my life.I did.I tried to denied so many times and keep telling myself no everything is goin to be ok.I cant do it anymore.I just cant. Is not going to be ok.I should have gone to ANU and i still regret it till today even though it has been over a year. The decision suppose to make me stronger but i never know that this is goin to be damn hard.Is difficult as going to uni as a starnger.No one to talk to.Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate that feeling i really do.Im no longer in groups as i used to now im jsut flying solo.Sigh,till the day that i can look back saying that i was happy in sydney, i would just be in that little corner with a tearing heart.