Is about how hard you get hit and keep moving foward
I was sleeping on my couch just now with my laptop on with my itunes playing any random songs.As i woke up,reaching for my spectacles, this song was playing and i was like,my god,its been over a year since i heard since. This was one of my fav songs back in kdu days.It was introduce by a friend of mine. Somehow this song has it past history which i wish not to reveal.
Thinking back, the whole journey so far, the road that were travel and the road which not, every choice every mistake, it had made be a better person than i was couple years back.It called experience.You see,back in my high school days,it wasnt any special. An all boy school thus not so many socially counters with the opposite sex and it doesnt help with me not active with those interact club or that kind of club.I actually could say i was a prety loser cause clubs that i join was computer club.Wtf?Nerd? So i guess that i was just on my little world that revolve around my circle of friends. Most people, their glory days and treasure days was high school. I can honestly says that wasnt mine.I didnt gain anything. I only start living when i was in kdu. Those were the days. A lot happening within those one year that taught me everything.Friendship becomes brothers, enemies becomes friends. I became more expose with society rather than bb days.
Then,there was sydney. I arrived here when i could have choose to stick with my friends canberra. But i choose not to. I could have but i didnt. At first, the reason was my dad didnt allow me to. And i actually argued with him. I said screwed city life, i rather be with my friends that matter most. But somehow,i made a bold decision that i still regret so far. I went for sydney thinking its time to grow up and be independent.Be at a unfamiliar teritory knowing no one. It started deprssingly. It is. BUt slowly as time passes, i could seperate those who i belong with and who doesnt. People that i felt most confortable with and people who i dont. I could say that most of my close friends are actualy from unsw, not usyd. Guess it doesnt help by me staying around unsw. Yeah, but still i compare with majority that actualy people that fitted me well with my characteristic is actually the unsw people. Im not saying that usyd is bad and i hated there, is alright it just that i dont have a lot of similirities with them. I prefer with unsw people where i felt most confortable with. But goin to second year this year, i dare to give life one more oppurtanities to make my uni life memorable and saying one day,living without any regret.

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