Pergi tak kembali lagi.....

I can't imagine that my 100th post would be regarding something sad. I thought i would write something happy or my trip to Canberra during the weekend. But no, instead the news that ive received just now. Remember the aunt that ive visited in Miri when i was in Malaysia? Well, she just passed away just now, at 12 last night. When i heard the news, its just seem, innallilah i.e. something religious words to be said during someone pass away. I somehow when i heard it i was just like, owh. Am i that heartless? This is my aunt that we talking about. But,now the sadness start to kick in. Maybe im just that way. Anyway, i still cant seem believe it. Its somehow unbelievable.She was just lying there couple of months back recovering from tb. She was alright...Well,i hardly left relatives. Ive lost an aunt back when i was form 3, my grandmother my mum side the same year,3 months and now her. Few only left and raya seems so empty. Somehow there isnt any purpose i guess to celebrate raya. There isnt much family.

I still remember as though it was yesterday,when she was there taking care after me when it was raya. She was a great cook. God,i love her rendang. Now,there isnt any rendang anymore. I guess thats life sometimes. Youll have to die someday. The good thing at least i managed to see her not like my previous aunt. Never take granted of people you love. To end this post, al-fatihah....