Goodbye my good friend

Evey great story has to come to an end

I was 18 when I first time i saw him. Well, nothing much to say actually. Just another guy from gan leong's gang. The first time i saw him, i never thought that he could end up one of my best friends. We never say much to each other actually. We just a hi and bye kind of friend. But that start to change when I came back for the first time from Australia. He was always there; me, gan leong and shashi always together. It started from futsal and somehow from there things to get lift off. We were a group. We do things everything together. I was his financial adviser. ;) Haha...I celebrated his 18th bday on my last day in malaysia. He sent me off the next day and i left malaysia with a heavy heart. I really had enjoyed spending time with gan leong and shashi. I was looking forward everytime to come back malaysia cause ill know, im in the arms of the funniest people you could meet. But i never expected shit happens the next time i come back to malaysia. I was deeply heartbroken and was totaly destroyed. I was broken into a million of pieces. When i found out, i didnt cry or anything. I was just stun. But when actually i told shashi and gan leong on msn, i just burst into tears. I guess, thats how much this two guys are important to me. And that moment, i knew i wanted to go back malaysia to face the world again. I was back in arms of parents but most importantly that i was back to the people tat i belong the most, which is shashi and gan leong where they did change my points of view and could see the funny side of life. I thought that i would never seen sun shining down on me soon but i was wrong. They did with ease. They help me move on 200% faster. Amazing it only took me a month to move on instead of last time where it was nearly 3 months. They took those million pieces and glued one by one. I came back australia with a heavy heart knowning that the two people that made life fun wont be there anymore. At my side, but at least, i could face her again and could face the world.

I realise that i never say thank you to you for helping me back when i was down. You help me to move on quickly. To me,every cent spending money and time with you was worth it. What is money? Money could be find anywhere but true friends like you, its priceless. Its one of a rarest things in life. I will say it proudy, you are a true friend. Whoever the people that meet you in us, they will feel lucky. Now, with youre gone, there isnt much reason for me to go back to malaysia. With you and gl gone, there isnt any reason. I once never wanted to leave sydney. But how correct the decision was. Any chicks will always bellow you man. Bro's over hoes. I will miss you greatly. Have a safe flight my good ol friend. Hope to see you soon. And i will promised you one day, ill come to us and visit u. Is a promise. See you soon shashi. Till then, goodbye JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! :D

2007 year in review

Well, i know that it has been a week since the past new year. I wanted to write earlier but couldnt find any time to do so. Yeah right, procrastinating more like it. Anyways year in review time. Overall 2007 was a very meaningful in a different way. It wasn't a very good year. Deep wounds were cut, friends back stab me and so many on. Well lets start with the most obvious one, girls. LOL. I learn a lot this year. I mean a lot. I grew up and gain many views and became more mature in relationship. I learned from my past mistakes and discover many new ones. I learned how to be patient, strong and most of all, forgiveness. Yes, forgiveness. She had all i wanted all my life, and still to this very day, i could say she is the one. How could you say not when you know everything about her. Whats she is thinking about, what she likes, when she is lying or when she is sad. She could never hid anything from me. I could just see it in her eyes. I discover that eyes is the one of the most powerful weapons. You could read someone feelings by just the eyes. The eyes cant lie. Its sad that it had to end that way but i believe in this world, there is the ratio 3 girls for every one guy. One gone.2 to go. Anyways, during this time, i learn who is my best friend too. To the person who gave me eyes and legs when i coudlnt see and walk on my own, hana and wafi. THey were there making me sure that im alright. I seriously wouldnt know what im gonna do if they are not there. Simple things yet they could comfort me and gave me advices and confidence that i needed. No one else gave me. I would have failed all the subjects if not for them. Then came back to malaysia during winter to move on completely from her. I came back to the arms of gan leong and shashi. These 2 jokers really could show the good side of life. And yes, there is aaron as well. And even now, im having fun with them. We could laugh till there is no tomorrow. God knows what im gonna do after shashi leaving. Then there is only me and gan leong. Kinda sad but oh well, going back to sydney not long after that anyways. I could see the faces of peeps there. Gosh, how i miss them a lot.

Then there is friends. Hmm...every time i remembered my x futsal team. Entered a tournament there, and they thought i was playing unwillingly and end up fighting. I knew who were my friends and who were not. It was one of the most eventful ever. But it end up a good way. Got choosen for the uni team but before could play any matches, end up with a hairline fracture right at back of the knee. It was one of the proudest moment when i was called to go for 1st training but i guess it end up the best way. I know im good enough for the team but my physical doesnt allow me to do so. Coach says that i need to lose weight first then he consider again this year. Hmm, see how it goes. But their training is a tough one. Futsal suppose to be fun but the way they play it i couldnt see any fun in it. thats why im thinking carefully now. Plus i got to balance it with friends and studies. Is kinda hard.

Overall, 2007 was a good one in terms of experience. Experience shows maturity. I will remember the date 8th of june. It was on friday and it was at 10.45 pm night. A called from diana mastura. Ahhh...wonder what it could be...