The final countdown

Its been 3 months since i last updated? LOL, its been a while to be honest. A lot of thing had happened? Nah, nothing much. Just im failing my ass now. All this shit must happen in my finals doesnt it? What the fuck la...i got to do well for my finals...for me to grad...tolong la...tak mau extend ar...hahaha

Well, what have i been up to for the past 3 months? Nothing much except studies and stuff. Studies not so much..lol...somehow i didnt do as well as i hope compare to my last semester...i guess its because its ur lsat semester and stuff i think...aihz, no worries abt chick though...no problems no nothing :D but i have to say, im so sorry for this break guys...ill be bringing home one friend of mine and i will try my best to make it as though she isnt there...haha..kesian la, shashi and aaron coming back just to see us...but then again, she going is kind of one in a lifetime kind of thing...kinda lucky that the girl i had feelings for before this didnt go to this trip as well..

back to that story, yeah i moved on. But i dont think i have move on 100% yet, dont know why. I just cant bear myself watching them together. Ill jsut walk away or do something else. Is that normal? I never know cuz i never be this close to someone who i got rejected. I still say thes ame thing before this. Liking someone will always affect the relationship between two friends. Jason told me to walk away ages ago to save some pride. I did that, but she was very hesistant and one day i just crumble down upon request. Then all the same shit happens agian. Taking me for granted etc. Ive decided this final time. Im starting new one without her painting the picture this time. My new life will start in exactly one month from now provide ill grad *cross fingers*

i realise soemthing before this i feel like writting a lot but now too lazy.LOL...anywya tata got to study.cheers.