I guess its really over.

I should be studying right now but i cant really be bothered to. Last paper, last paper dammit. My future lies here, right now, will all the hopes and dreams. Its like with o.5 seconds left, 2 points down, i make a 3 pointer right at the buzzer. Its every moment dream moment. Here, with 0.5 when i made a 3 pointer shoot, would it enter? Will all the dreams that lies right in front of be would be realised? Or miss and all hopes are dashed as everything else since right beginning of my life. I could have practiced more making 3 pointer thus its essential. Here i am, cant be bothered just because of some stupid things. Its keep my mind of things. I realised this occur during the mid semester of this subject and now the final i cant even concerntrate as well? Wtf man. I did alright but i could have gotten a Disntintion for it. But i wasnt at my 100%. When would i be able to be at 100%? So what if im distacted or what not. Good and proffesioanal people could do it despite of all the problems. God damn it, when will i be mature enough? Huh, its over so? Get over it. So what? So what huh? SO WHAT? Why should i be down and out? I know the truth and so many others. I could do much better but why it still god damn hurts? I just cant bare it. All i need is time i guess but time is not that somehting that have right now. I do have time after tomorrow but not now. Not now. Im just expressing whatever im feeling right now to make me feel much better and for me to study. Dont worry much friends, =)

and im picking up the pieces all these putting my heart back together, cuz im over you