Missing home more than ever

Im in uni now. Too bored thus feels like updating my blog. Lol. How desperate i could be? Anyway, I feel like crap now. Missing home than ever. With friends i felt belong the most. Laughing at all those lame jokes made by gl and shashi, playing big 2 with them at al-safar, playing poker at gl's house, those good ol session. God, i miss them a lot. Well, the main reason why im feeling this way cuz I thought im gonna hang in uni with my friends thus bringing my friend's text book as well. Instead, im stuck with 3 people who i dont even know, calling and messaging my friend but still no reply, wondering where the hell she is. Then she appear with some other friends and just pick up the books and left just like that. Sometimes, i felt im too kind. Could have just asked her to come by place to pick up but i thought we could hang while passing the book to her. Instead, im stuck alone with the people that i dont even know. Sometimes, people really knows how to take advantage of you or maybe im just being to nice. Urgh.