Housemates and friends

Have you ever in a position where you would stuck between your self interest and what is best for your friends.Pretty much,who would you want to satisfy.Urself or your friends? All this while i always put my friends ahead of me.Call me foolish,stupid or whatever.I dont care.I am the way i am. Maybe the word selfish was never occur to me.You see, Im not bragging here but 4 teams want me to play keeper futsal for their team.There one where is seriously good all round and my friends.2 options. I really want to win this tourney.Losing is not acceptable. I seriously do want to win. But i realise that my team is not good enough to win.It is never is. I just doesnt want to say out loud but seriously,my team is just not good enough.I do have good players,but there isnt any lack in depth.Example, a player who just doesnt pass and when he does the oppurtanity is gone.Another player is just not good enough. Im not saying im the best keeper that i deserve to be with the best team,but for once,i want to win something.All my life, ive been second for 7 times,semi finalist 3 times,First? None.Nope.Zit.Nada.Sigh,maybe its time i put myself first before the team.Ill do that but i look at the team performance this time around. If it goes wrong,ill blame myself.

On the contrary, my housemate is seriously getting on my nerved. I just god damn dont know how long till i can survive. Another couple of months.God please,i just wish i could move out now.Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been ages mate

OMG,its been a month since i last updated.Yeap,pretty lazy me.Well,if i have to say that im busy,im not.I still could play my ps2 yada. Anyway,uni started and its been alright i guess.Its only in week 3 thus havent pick up speed yet. Thankfully, i still understand wats the lecturer says and keep tracking wats goin on. Hopefully,with a little bit of luck and tons of hardwork,im hoping to get an average D this sem.Got to pull my average up.

Thats updates wats goin on with uni,my personal life,nothing much goin on.Well,now i find that staying with frens is hardwork.It is. A lot of compramising need to be done. COmes to housework,there is only one who is doin it.ME.Aih,next time go to stay in uni.A lof easier.Enough on that, next issue love life.LOL. Any updates?Not really.NO. But what i do know is that there isnt anyone attract me the way it used to.IM NOT GAY.No pretty ones.LOL.As what hana said im choosey.Oh well,what to do.But what i do know is there is a girl that perfectly fit what im looking for.But,there isnt any spark.Hmmm,maybe im still not ready for relationship i guess.Not like last time where i just go for it.Oh well,keep my eyes open.

Updates on friends. Its been alright or i might underrated it. Juniors came with is the same age as me and so far,theyre fun to hang out with. Life in uni is just a little bit better with friends.Uni friends?Still failing there. Aussie in sydney uni somehow is arrogant bastards. Yea i noe its like the uni where everyones wants to go in,but could you be a little more friendly.Aih,there goes my new resolution. Maybe my next target is to be frens with locals asian i.e. ABC i.e Australian Born Chinese.A little easier perhaps?

Current dillema.To go to nz in july or goin back msia and goin to UK? I want to go to NZ.I do i do. But parents wants me to go back to go to uk. I dont want to. I dont want to go to UK in the summer.NO football.LOL.Hehe,choosey little fella. Oh well, i prefer NZ i guess.

And to add up,I miss my mummy. ;-(. They came for my sis grad and i miss their cooking. My cooking and my housemate is just sucks. I need my mummy.*sob

Oh well,till then,stay the way ure ar.Cheers