What would you do?

Man,i seriously miss this song.One of my fav back in primary school. Every friday evening after prayers,i would go to my room,play fifa or football manager,playing this song.My fav.Suddenly the other day when playing dota,say what would you do, then straight what would you do if ur sons at home,crying lone on the bedroom floor cause he's hungry and the only way to feed him......

anyway,this is the lyrics if u wanna sing a long

Boys and girls, wanna hear a true story?
Saturday night, was at this real wild party
They had the liquor overflowin' the cup
About 5-6 strippers trying to work for a buck
And I took one girl outside with me
Her name was Lonnie
she went to junior high with me
I said, "why you up in there dancin for cash?"
I bet a whole lots changed since I seen you last

CHORUS
What would you do if your son was at home
Cryin' all alone on the bedroom floor
cause he's hungry
And the only way to feed him
Is to sleep with a man for a little bit of money
And his daddy's gone
Somewhere smokin' rock now,
In and out of lock-down,
I ain't gotta job now
So for you this is just a good time
But for me, this is what I call life mmmm

Girl, you ain't the only one with a baby
That's no excuse to be living all crazy
And then she looked me right square in the eye
And said every day I wake up hopin' to die
she said, nigga I know about pain, cause
Me and my sister ran away so my daddy couldn't rape us
Before I was a teenager
I've done been through more shit you can't even relate to

CHORUS

(RECORD SCRATCHING)
WAIT, HOLD UP, HOLD UP, HOLD UP, HOLD UP, STOP THE RECORD STOP THE RECORD SHORTY YOU DONT HAVETA BE GOING OUT LIKE THIS
What would you do
Get up on my feet and let go of every excuse
What would you do
Cause I wouldnt want my baby to go through what I went through
Come on what would you do
Get up on my feet and stop makin tired excuses
What would you do
Girl I know if my mamma can do it, baby you can do it

CHORUS x3

Hari Raya and optimism

dont cry cause is over,smile cause it happen


First of all,selamat hari raya.Maaf zahir batin. Anyway, first of raya day in sydney doesnt felt as though it was raya. Felt ordinary. Anyway,yesterday,the night before raya, went to lepak at alpha house to watch man u liverpool.So bukak at nandos.Haha..dah lama gila tak makan sana. I used to eat there every friday last semester with mukmin and zainol. Makan banyak gila sinse they all say raya.Haha.Anyway,affter that went camperdown to lepak a while with quek and zainol. However, zainol went to work di.Damn,nak kacau dia.Anyway went back to alpha to play winning on multitap means 4 ppl.Wow,fun.It was serious fun.Anyway went to see the match and serious owning man. Lost most of my voice due to the screaming that we made. Haha. Slept late due to football mathces.

Anyway,this morning was pure toture.Lack of sleep.Damn,sembahyang pun cam zombi.Anyway,during this period,sleeper aku kena celop.Cipet.Tidak!!!!Tension gila. Anyway spent most of the time with mukmin and zainol as probably this most lilely last hangout. Damn,dia org dah nak balik.Cipet. Well,at least there is others :D . I always complain abt how i only spent a year with my best frens last year and this year,how i spent only a short period with the trio. Well, i have been ungrateful. What i should have done is be grateful that im lucky enough to meet special people like them, not complaining tak cukup masa. I should look at the glass is half full not half empty. Change of perspective. Anyway, the trio would deeply miss but hey, there is msn. Is exactly like during kdu where god knows how sad i am leaving kdu but life goes on. Thats why dont ever cry cause its over,smile cause it happen.

Happy birthday Jason

Well,as you can see today is my best friends birthday in msia,Jason.Haha,well as a present,a minute of silence to remember him.LOL. Joking.Anyway, met this dude when i was in BBBS. Was same class with in form 1 but both of us wasnt that close. Anyway, friendship grew when we were in form 3 where he realise who is his real friends.He knows what friendship is with the group of us. Sadly, he left singapore in form 4 due to ASEAN scholarship.What a geek!!! Miss him when was in form 4 and 5 but during kdu,he was back.Yea!!!Then,now im in aussie now but at least he is not lonely due to his gf.Haha...Anyway dude,enjoy ur birthday.Hope u have a blast.Take care dude

Internal Conflict

You exist for the team not the team exist for you


Once,not a long time ago, they were group of friends.Everynight, they would gather around the computer and play games called DoTa. 3 from sydney, 2 from melbourne. They would play at night,around 10 something till midnight,every single day. They enjoyed it so much,they thought they were families. THOUGHT. BUt ne eventfull day came to rebutted it. They lose terribly with even a group member was hacking the map means he could see everything. They were extreemly furious due to the group member mistake. THey were pushing top to win and thus end the macth,however the group member were late,thus leads all to death without any reason. 2 of the group members,X and Y were blaming him, M furiously. It was his fault and no others.He even disagree and which end up fighthing.
Not a long time ago, these group has fantastic teamwork. A great team. Everyone listen to X cause he was better.Due to the macth, now, there isnt any teamwork left. X and M keep fighting together. Both of them, came to conclusion that this is the end due to M stubbornness thinking he is right. X was wrong. However,Y keep saying that M is wrong and M thought that Y was taking X's side. Y wasnt cause his point of view is the same with X. M came up with conclusion that he was different than others. The sytle of playing is different. He was being selfish and childish, keep saying that the team should change for him. Not he changes for the team. And thus,it was the end with that group of friends.

Lesson of the day: Most of the time, you need to change for the team. Not the other way round.And if M reading this,dude,u have a screwed up attitute.Is like the world evolves around you,not you evolves the world. My advise is you better change cause you will have a lot of problem when you gonna work.True that it is just a game,but it reflects on your attitude towards the team.CHANGE IT.

KDU days

This what made me miss my kdu days so much.Watching this video just brings back all those memory once again.In case u are wondering where i am,im not in there due to im camera-shy.Haha.God,i miss them so much especially the guy nama muninho penambuchano,chap,jagung,conclusion miss all of them.Tak sabar next year where im going to nz jumpa dia org.Yea,but first need to find money first :(

Oh yea,remember the accounting mid-exam where i got 80?Apparently there is some error in the cash flow,thus getting 5 more marks i.e. full marks for that question.Woohoooooooooooo!!!!!! HD,HD,HD...bapak gempak gila...im so freaking happy right now

LOL

Well, from thirteen to eighteen,she's like Africa- virgin territory.
From eighteen to thirty,she's like Asia- hot and exotic.
From thirty to forty-five, she's like America- fully explored but generous with her resources.
From forty-five to fifty-five, she's like Europe- a bit exhausted, a bit knackered, but still with many
places of interest
From fifty-five onwards,she's like Australia- everybody knows it's down there somewhere,but
very few make the effort to find it.

Found this at one website...should give it to the aussie...damn funny....LOL!!!

Memories

While i was browsing through you tube,suddenly saw this vidoe.It reminds me how much i enjoy wrestling last time. Week by week,month by month,year by year,glued to the tv watching this dude fight against others. Those were the great memories of wwe or last time knows as wwf.This guy was alone agaisnt those other corporations. Like the corporaions,ministry of darkness,d-generation X,it was fun.He was like a the man of wwf.Then,he had injuries etc and force to retire,i guess that was the fall of wwe. Stop watching it since. Guess that is the main reason why i watch.Man,i miss those days.Wish could have a time machine and watch it.LOL. Let me finish it with stunner!!!

Finally,hard work paid off.....

Finally, it it paid off...All those hard work...has been justice..dulu,work like a dog but still, result cam just pass je...feel so cheated...akhirnya, my accounting got 80 for mid sem...yeah!!!!!! A distinction....Finally....ini telah menaikkan semangat i utk belajar lebih lagi...haha...anyway got to do some work now...cya

Wondering

jangan sesekali memainkan perasaan orang lain kerana perasaan itu bukan bahan mainan untuk dimain-mainkan - KIKI

Well,got that pharase from a close friend of mine.Well,the thing is ntah ah,mcm musim clash je ni.This pharase also applied to me last time.My heart was rip out and crushed into millions of pieces. Yg takleh belah, it goes deeper than that,get more complicated which in the end became a triangle involves my best friend. Best? Haha, I never thought of seeing a sunshining day again. It sucks all the happyness out of you. Well,thank god i recover before major exam.Anyway,then member i pulak kena.And another. Goes like a domino pattern. Well,im thinking,asal perempuan nak mempermainkan perasaan? Best ke?you feel happy and can sleep well knowing that you just destroy someones heart like that? How can you sleep well at night? Dont you feel any remorse at all? Knowing that you most likely have destoy his life for 3 months and knowing that the guy might never trust another girl again. Pelik2.

The thing is, is goes the same way for girls.Then, why cant good guy find good girl? Well,i tell you why,cause the world has damn little of good guys. You dont know who to trust anymore. Girls will always take advantage of you knowing that you like her. Nak free lunchlah,makan mahal2 and the worst thing nak present or something like that.Sigh,it sux. For guys,i dont know maybe they want something else.Hehe.Anyway, is just hurts knowing that you been played. Sakit gila babi tahap cipan.Why?tell me why?Sigh,is unfair sometimes.Anyway,to those people yg pernah kena,all i can say is that dont you agree with me and for those who is playing,why dont you get a life bitch?

P:S I dont know why,but when i was writting this, i was listening the exact song that reminds me of her

This is my past and future

This is my past and my future, this is me


It was a foggy morning, sun was shinning brightly, and it was 9 in the morning. As i was trying to get out from the bed, realising that was just a dream. A dream that felt so right.A dream that felt real. A dream which made me realise how much it meant to me. Made me felt that i was back in kdu days again. Well, i dreamt that i was hanging out with mukmin,zainol and quek. Well,wth? Im gay??No, is just that it is amazing. They are my sister batch,but im closer to them than anyone else before.Ask they all,whether they were that close to someone else in sydney,cam my batch atau budak baru. Is just amazing, how they can just let someone in the house and how our friendship grew. I felt as though i was in kdu again with zainol. Dengan lawak2 bangang dia,he is cool. If someone ask me, which group i belong to, the one where I felt home, it was with they all.Not budak2 alpha house,tapi ngan dia org. Is amazing aint it. Exactly one year ago, they dont even know who the hell i am and vice versa, but now,as the semester ending, is nearly time to said goodbyes. Sigh,setiap tahun camtu ah.I became close with someone,then kena belah.Sux sometimes. Knowing that in future,we cant be like last time sebab zainol kahwin,quek kat pahang.Gila tak syok.Anyway, just enjoy the remaining time we gonna have. Make best whats left and remembered that my first year i was hanging out with the best people that made my sydney life memorable

holidays

As i woke up in the morning,suddenly something hid me hard enough making me realise that today,is not an ordinary day.It wasnt.It is the last day for the holidays.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Damn,conlcusion for the holidays.= wasting time. Have a lot to cover for the finals.Damn,satu benda pun tak study.Apa plan nak belajar masa holidays.Melapak kat alpha,msia hall,main dota,takde kerja betul ah.Apa nak jadi ni,assignemnt due esok tak buat2 lagi.Sigh,apa nak jadi ngan ko ni.Haha..guess better start doing for law assignments.