Memories are just there when we need them

Is been a while and since the last post kinda overreacted...hehe...but beware.this post gonna be emo a bit..hehe..

Well,is just got me to think when i chatted with jas...he keep asking,found any targets to become gf...apparently not..and im kinda suprised cause usually now is the corerct period to find somene who supposed to be ur wife...lolz..anyway,the thing is i dont find anyone attractive...or i can like...It got me thinking...am i actually afraid to fall in love again?From past experince...hmm...dont know...the thing was it was a bad experince..it was horrible...is just too freaking horrible...reading back my past entry...it just came back to me...it was so sad...SO how...am i gonna be single all my life???The thing is no...Cause somehow,these days,i think i might have found someone perfect for my personality...is always true that somehow,the thing that meant for you,is right under your nose or right in front of you and you dont know it...I dont know...sometimes is just to early to tell....but,but,i think i may have find the one...the only problem is that she is not single....but somehow,maybe im just gonna wait :D

LIfe is just a game which want you to fail it in....

First of all,sorry for not sensoring anything as i damn freaking lazy.....So this post is only for those 18 and above...Please leave now is ure a minor....


What the fucking wrong with the fucking university...I never in my whole fucking life failed or even bellow thatn 70...What the fucking wrong when suddenly i fail my fucking mid semester paper...What the fuck!!!!!!!! And the worse of all i study hard for the fucking paper ...Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck.....Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I hate fucking accounts and hate fucking lecturer....Sigh,the thing is,in the list,a guy below me got 72...so there is a slight that he misread?God,please let it be a mistake there...cause my life is as good as over if i flunk it.....

*bounce,bounce,smash*

is been a long time since i blog.Well,main reason maybe because im lazy or sometimes there is nothing to blog about.Sigh,life hasnt been interesting,just lazy me.Well,maybe life would be a more interesting story if i would only fall in love..Lolz..sigh,no targetlah,never mind lo..Maybe im just happy being single.Lepaking with the guys...That what most of the time i do nowadays...lepaking with the chinese guys.....like the other day,we went to the fish market and we ate damn freaking a lot...is actually because one chinese girl belah msia hall so like kinda a farewell...but the fish market is a must place to go for the tourist as it is damn fresh...you can test the freshness of the seafood...yumm...then dinner was belanja by the pre birthday boy...so ate again...walau,the whole day over eaten...then on sunday,lepak with them again,went to ogalo...this time not over eaten but eat burger..so gain weight again...aiya..came back just play fifa...another obsession..haha...aiya exam coming nearer still lepak like this...gotta buck up..well,another current obsession is playing PING PONG....damn nice wei,dont knowlah but since everyone played ping pong before,so i just wanna try it out...is fun,the return,the service,the smash,haha,but i still suck at it,first time for me...but i know im getting better,muahahaha....like sunday night,i played until 3 oclock...from 8...gila,but got some breaklah,sigh,current obession...but i gotta study...so chow guys

Saturday night lights

Man,what a week.Conclusion,is has been a hell kind of a week.Well,the reason why is because first,had econs mid semester which is 40%,stats is 11% and accounts is 20%...Econs was alright but was very difficult..my stats is as good as my french which is none...LOL....and accounts was the hardest paper i ever seen so far...damn hell of confusing...my head nearly wanna break di...this was worse than add maths man...sigh....the thing that was hell cause i had 2 of those on the same day...tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk,uni sucks sometimes...but how i celebrate was fun..damn fun...well,yesterday decided to go to bondi junction...first wasnt sure but it was a mistake if i didnt go..it ws so fun...well,went shopping for my football shoes...it was not bad...100 bucks but im sure that msia cost more...then we went to the eat for dinner....had it in hurricance..had fish and chip which was quite nice...then,we went to the beach..that was fun...we buried one of my fren...it was sure damn funny...probably pst the picture alter cause it was my frens camera...then had few funs...but the best thing we went back..which was 9....and we played basketball in msia hall...on all the lgiths...it was sure fun...played until 10.30...muahahahah....it was damn hell of a fun...sigh,class starting 2 more days....better rest for a while then hit straight to the books....chow

Hmmmm....backstabbers????

IS been a while since i blog...quite lazy and kinda busy..this currently week got 3 mid semester...econs 40% which was yesterday and tomorrow there is 2...it sucks...somemore is stats...which in my opinion is a foreign language already...and accounting....gotta study...well i think there goes my good night sleep tonight..Sigh,i hate uni life...when you're free.you are so freaking free but when is busy...is endless work for you..Somemore,i think i had enough of malaysia hall...is a f*cking backstabbers place...which lead to two f*cking idiot...I hate malaysia hall now and probably move some where next year or even move to anu...those are my options...hmmm...living in sydney is allright so far because the good friends i made who is mukmin and some chinese guys...is it worth leaving sydney??Hmmm...probably yeah,cause my best friend here which is mukmin...is leaving this year...next year...got none...it sucks sometimes...but i dont understand is why wanna talk behind you...is really sucks big time...hate these kinda people...somemore i realise something that these 2 people is typically malay or damn proud being malay...The perfect malay who is in malaysia taking leading country to the drain...Yup,Malay SUCKS...chinese is better race than malay...If chinese were given the same priority as malay....Malaysia would be a better country now than it is...I would never understand why malay have these attitude.With these malay,malaysia would never go far....even Mahathir said that..."Melayu mudah lupa..Wats up with that...thats y he resigned...he tried so many times to destroy bumiputra specialities...but still fail....This malay will never learn...Sigh,there will lead to one conclusion...I THINK I WILL MIGRATE TO AUSTRALIA CAUSE I CANT STAND TO SEE THE COUNTRY THAT I LOVE SO MUCH GOING DOWN TO THE DRAIN RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES because of my own freaking race....