It pisses me off.........

Well,the things that i discover yesterday kinda ticking me off....Well,you see,i saw a video regarding abt the 9/11...and guess wat,it was their own people who did it...there were so many prove that it wasnt a terrorist attack...it wasnt even hijack plan...it wasnt a commercial plan...all it was a military aeroplane by the us goverment....is really sickenig me out....i dont know what was the tittle but go check it out and united state is a bastard country after all....even monre bastard than they were....sigh....we should do something abt it.....and why the hell should i care....cause it involves millions of people...and they were innocent people...

My confession.....

*Gasp*....People will wonder who the hell fuzzy confess to....who dia minat...Siapa???Lolz...im not interested in anyone....HEhehe....But my confession is that i miss the feeling....The feeling that i experienced when i have feelings for someone or in that case jason was referring to love...Either way,i really miss those feelings...not to any particular person,but is the feeling of thinking someone,caring for her,feeling sad for some parcticula reason and the happyness when the person smiles back at you...is undescrible...it just was wow...fantastic....is like somehow ur life depends on someone...ur happyness and sadness at her hands....seeing her makes you feel happy...seeing her suddenly you feels like the whole world smiles back at you....Sigh,i really miss those moments...NOT for any reason that i like someone or watever....but i seriously dont see any particular person that i thought i will heads over heels for her...i was like yeah,she is nice...but none of those feelings is pure.....is all crushes feels...i dont even think is crush...lower than that....

What make me feels that way suddenly????Seeing ivan and wafi chasing for someone....Im kinda jealous because they havefound someone that they love and me none yet anyway,i wish them all good luck and hope that they both got wat they hope for....And for another reason....i have been listening to this song which is bic runga-sway...is all lovely dovely...sigh,im envy man....I noe im not good looking or anything but is not abt me,i need to like someone first which i dotn ahve anyone currently...miss kdu moments..lol...anyway go lsten to this song ah....here is the lyrics...wanna do my tutorials di...bubye

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

I'm loving it....

I had one of the best day yesterday...I really love my class man...Well,is because first,i had tutorial for stats...So there is a method to calculate it...I learn it in Kdu,so i was like,kacang putih man...Then,met a guy from msia...Yea,so now at least have one company...then there is sammy where she is in my class...so kinda lepak dengan dia during the class....Then had infromation system..the subject was dry but the tutorial is happening man...the tutor is from msia...wow,waht a luck and all the people in my class is super friendly...not like others where i try to have friends but they asnwer like one word..but that class,we all keep talking man....really,really happening...it reminds me back in kdu days.....sigh,wish i could relive the kdu days...ups and downs...happyness and sadness....enjoyment and disappoinment....is will just now be a distant memory...no matter how hard we try,it will never be the same....and that still saddens me....but hey,is time to move on...we went on our seperate ways,and hope ki ta ada rezeki lagi untik berjumpa di masa depan....till that time comes,take good care guys and good luck in studies...

You know when you having a bad day when

1. When you woke up early like 7 am and reaslise that ur class is only starting at 10'clock
2.Then,you had breakfast and ready for class and ready for bvs at 9 but then had stomochache....
3.Then,go out and saw that the bus you were suppose in...so close yet so far...sigh
4.Wait for the next bus which is 15 minutes later but never come....The bus came at 9.40 when the class is at 10.....the journey takes half an hour
5.Arrive at raliway squre which is 15 minutes away from my uni syd at 10.05....so decide to take bus which is 5 minutes by bus....but then waited for 10 minutes but the bus never come....sigh...
6.Decided to walk and by half way saw the bus...
7.was late for the class byhalf and hour
8.Hate my econs tutor,a bastard....says if wanna asnwer question raise up ur hand....when other people asnwer...they didnt raise up ur hand....argh wat a bastard...

My Journey in life.....

Heys blog...is been a while....Been busy cause uni started...how was it?It was ok....anyway on the first day of uni i was lost and couldnt atend accounts lecturer due to that...shit man...i was freaking lost in the city for 2 hours...and ask people but they still dont know...shit...there goes my frist lecture....anyway...it looks like here you can just skip lecuteres and just attend the tutorials....speaking of tutorials...i had mine yesterday..was kinda cool..met with andrew,sammy and kayagka...damn weird name....kayangka is kinda er...you noe wat im going to say....but too bad,she has someone di..lolz...macam aku ni boleh pikat mat saleh pulak...haha....anyway,wat else...oh ya,my freaking information system is fu*king boring man.....too boring...sigh...someohow this day kinda lasy to update my blog....maybe i only update to expres my feelings...kinda peaceful these days...anyway wanna get ready cause got bbq afterwards..muahahaha....bubye

My weekends....

Heylo....
Wow,is monday already man...Shoot,tomorrow starting class already..sigh..there goes my 4 months holiday man....well,there are lots of happening things happen for the past few months....yea right....is bored like hell....anyway,my weekend kinda busy...well,saturday had gotong royong which was my first in like what,3 years or more?What to do?Welcome to malaysian hall where you pay 4 dollars a day but in return become a maid...Then,i clean up my toilet which is a big hussle...now know what my maid feels..hehehe...anyway then saturday went to my sis place for dinner....
But yesterday was one of the best days i had in sydney..cause my uni mates from msia came and we hang out in broadway....well,i met them in uni then we walk to broadway shopping complex which was my first shopping mall...Yeapie!!!! It was fun hang around with them...We ate kebab for lunch and then buy some grocerries stuff and handphones...yea got my own number already...yea!!!Then,we went back to the pets apartment where is wow....niceman...well the good news is wednesday night gonna spend there cause thursday is only one hour class....so probably gonna spend there.....then went back early cause got my formal dinner....with the pengarah of malaysian sydney department...So had dinner and minggle around with people...Then we had some performance from kutec i think or some thing like that from terengganu...well,there was a artist which was anis suraya which i dont even know who the hell she is and i just buat tak tau where all other guys was like i wanna take picture with her...who the fuc*ing hell cares...I was like watever...But the performance was good.....quite nice...nicely done....what else????Nothing....Anyway fuzzy signing out...

Malaysian hall......

Hey blog,is been a while...this is because there is no time for me to update it cause i have stayed in malaysian hall already...Well,is kinda cool cause got to lepak with msian kids and speaking malay again....that has been a logn time...anyway,my roomate kinda cool....he is a cool dude...and so others....is fun...but one thing i hate is that my freaking timetable...chibai man....got class from 4.30-7.30pm on friday...wtf????chibai....somemore that one cant change...sigh...so the only thing i can do is have monday is free....so got 3 days weekend...but i prefer on friday...sigh......argh!!!!tensionnya...somemore the worst thing is damn crowded on tuesday man....want to change it on thursday cause macam free je...dont knwolah...need to design my timetable again....anyway chow.....