Lonely......

I just dont know why,im just kinda feel the blues tonight.Sigh,is back to old those jiwang songs again.I dont know why but i just cant stop thinking abt it.Is like always in my mind,no matter what i do.Either watching movie,or sleeping,is like 24/7 thinking abt her.Sigh,it sux to feels like this.The problem is that i cant do anything.I cant confess,not just yet.I believe that you only have a chance to confess to someone.Only once.You cant do that more than once.Is must be perfect and i must know that i do have any chance at all.Confess too early can result in blowing up the oppurtanity like last time which i did.Or too late which will cause losing her.I dont want to regret in future that i should have done this or done that.......Im confused,i cant do any freaking thing about it.What worse is that im nearly leaving and she is also.I just dont think that now will be the perfect time,but still...........thinking me and her sigh,is just nice and warm.Ill know that i choose to just back off but this something i cant do.Ill just plan few steps what im going to do.Sigh,this feelings is something i havent felt in a long time.To be exact is 5 months ago.Wow,im really growing up.But hey the question will only remains am i a bf material?Haha,i dont know and i hope soon ill figure that out cause is driving me out of my mind.Im being emo lately.Cepat terasa and temper rose very fast.Guess is must be the frustration.Sigh,anyway just feel like express those feelings.Wanna go shower now.....sad fuzzy for the day is signing out.....

I dont want to be.....

Gavin Degrew-I dont want to be..(ost of one tree hill)

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
See, not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I'm trying to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

*burping*

Wow,im so freaking full right now.Just came back from high tea in pj hilton with my friends.God,the food was damn nice and damn cheap.FOr those food,is worth every single cents cause is only 35 bucks.That is damn cheap man.Anyway,then send both pf them back.So we chat cause we stuck in a freaking jams.I had fun.I seriously had fun.That was my day for today.Last night went hartamas for clubbing.Hahaha,me clubbing,can you believe it?Actually was my friends farewell party.He is going to nz.He is actually one of my futsal kaki's.Going to miss it but hey,he is going to auckland.So probably when go nz see him.But anyway,the food is damn freaking expensive and the portion was damn little.Tak kenyang makan.Then,we went for foosball.Trahs gl ass.Haha,im good at this foosball.Sigh,had seroius fun these days.Now everyday keluar,probably wanna just sit at home lepak tengok one tree hill.Damn nice,should go wathc it.Nice!!!!!!!Anyway,wanna continue now.Bubye

-Untitled-

Dear boggie,

My life in malaysia just left 22 days.That will be damn freaking fast.My feelings is kinda mixed up.Excited but mostly nervous.Going somewhere without knowing anyone.That just kills me sometimes.I still remember those feelings when i first enter kdu.No one that i know off.The samo feeling.But,hey i actually met few best friends during the whole life in kdu.Met few jokers who added colurs to my life.If uni turned out to be like kdu,wow,i cant wait.For my classmate,im going to miss ytou guys.Thanks for added colours to old boring college life.Going to miss going to class together.Thanks again.

By the way,the song i just post is damn freaking nice.Is actually kinda my situation.Hahaha,memang padan.Wats new?Nothing.Just saw her the other day....you know the rest.Haha,i really,really care for her.Sigh,but i cant do anything.Is that fair?haha,nope its not.But wat can i do?Nothing.im not gonna confess.Is just wont work for now.I always believe only confess once.The time must perfect.Not like last time where i totaly confess too early.So kinda destroyed the whole chance just like that*clap hand*Haha,anyway wanna eat my breakfast now.Chow

Nickelback-Far away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

When will i see you again?

Knowing this probably the last time we see each other,it just brings tears to my eyes.KNowing that,i cant see munzir,azreen,paan,chap for a very long time,is just heart broken.At least hana and wafi is still near but still,all those laughter,sadness,tears will just now be a distant memory.They are near but not that near.Is just killing me.Knowing this is the end of the road.The road where i had most enjoyed all my life.The road where i shared all my ups and down together.Why do we have to say our goodbyes.Life isnt fair.This is the best set of friends i have.WHy we must leave?Sigh,im tired of saying goodbyes.Leaving high school friends was tough,but now is even tougher cause they are close like families.Sigh,i cant let them go.I dont know why.Is hard to let go them.Im being emotional right now.All those memories i will cherish them forever.The memories when ms leena class,ms shirley,our outing in ou,our bowling outings,redang,genting.Goodbye old friend.Is not easy but I had to say our goodbyes.For my friends out there,goodluck guys.See you guys around.When will i see you guys again?Only god knows.Down the line,few years feels like months later.*blink* we will see each other again

Dang......

Hello bloggie.*Crack* Man,my neck kinda stiff.Shoot.Anyway,today i just went for mrdical check up.*Dreaming* Fadzrul,your test is negative.You have high blood pressure,diabetes and every desease that you can think off.You are a walking time bomb*Back to reality*,Fadzrul all your test are fine.You are a healty man.Just need to lose weight :D.Hahaha,i know that long time ago already.Anyway,thats all about it today.Nothing really interesting happening in my life.Oh ya,for people who wants to see my graduation photos or the abim which is the genting trip,can visit my friendster and there is a photo album there.Im bored!!!!!Miss my friends!!!!!I miss all those winning elven outing that we had lst week during the graduation period.SIgh,when can i see you again?Well,that probably this coming monday.Yea!!!!!!!!!!!All those nice outings once again.Rock on!!!!! THere is nothing to blog.Sigh,fuzzy singing out

Hello

Heys.Welcome,welcoma ll to my new blog.Well,the main reason why i change is because that i dont want to filled my friends email with junk.Hehehe,anyway wanna take shower now.Chiaoz