IF i lie here

I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words

Gosh,been busy for the past few days.Well to be exact busy with hanging out with frens until wee hours in the morning.Tell me,have u guys ever go back house at 4 am in the morning for 5 nights in the row?Well i just broke my record.MAjorly first was my frens party then because of football and hanging out with frens.Surprisingly my parents are ok with it.NO major screaming coming out.Haha...but however,i did lose my mom trust last night.To go for 6 nights in the row is too much i guess.Futher more i didnt bring my keys thus need to press the bell at 4 am?Wtf you think i dumb? Better stay frens house and for that major screwed upside down left right center. Haha if tell what really happen even more.

Anyway,these few days i been listening to those pharase.Familiar? Hahaha,is from snow patrol. But the main point is what would you do if the girl has everything you ever wanted all your life and is the perfect criteria for you,would you let her slip away? I would say not but the thing is i most likely would do cause of past wounds.Guess i dont want to feel hurt again but sigh,i just dont want be hurt again.Is too painful. But i think is time for me to forget that wound and ready for new wound to be bleed

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?