This is my past and future

This is my past and my future, this is me


It was a foggy morning, sun was shinning brightly, and it was 9 in the morning. As i was trying to get out from the bed, realising that was just a dream. A dream that felt so right.A dream that felt real. A dream which made me realise how much it meant to me. Made me felt that i was back in kdu days again. Well, i dreamt that i was hanging out with mukmin,zainol and quek. Well,wth? Im gay??No, is just that it is amazing. They are my sister batch,but im closer to them than anyone else before.Ask they all,whether they were that close to someone else in sydney,cam my batch atau budak baru. Is just amazing, how they can just let someone in the house and how our friendship grew. I felt as though i was in kdu again with zainol. Dengan lawak2 bangang dia,he is cool. If someone ask me, which group i belong to, the one where I felt home, it was with they all.Not budak2 alpha house,tapi ngan dia org. Is amazing aint it. Exactly one year ago, they dont even know who the hell i am and vice versa, but now,as the semester ending, is nearly time to said goodbyes. Sigh,setiap tahun camtu ah.I became close with someone,then kena belah.Sux sometimes. Knowing that in future,we cant be like last time sebab zainol kahwin,quek kat pahang.Gila tak syok.Anyway, just enjoy the remaining time we gonna have. Make best whats left and remembered that my first year i was hanging out with the best people that made my sydney life memorable