Did i made a correct decision?

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did i just did a wise decision?By not going to canberra to see the 2 most important person in my life beside family just because i coulnt really hang out with them when i go to canberra.It sucks!!! Mula2 pikir tak nak ah sebab tak lepak sangat ngan dia org sebab bz but then now,feels like crap. God,i have been so emo for the past two days and i dont even know whats going on. Nowadays asyik layan lagu2 jiwang je.Kenapa!!!! I dont like this feeling!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!! Feels like emotional break down. The last time was like this is the after effects of redang which i fall for somebody.Tapi,kat coogee minat sape lak?Sigh,sengal tul ngan pasrahnya!!!!!!