The smell of freedorm....

The war is finally over,is now time to be free

After those 3 grueling days and one hell of day,is finally over.The smell of freedorm has arrived.It havents smell that good since a long time.Conclusion can be made from this event.I NEED WAFI AND HANA BADLY.I got no one to ask in sydney.I was seriously struglling doin all the tuts and studying cause i used to study with them hence suddenly there is no one to study with,i flunk badly.I somehow need to study someone.Somehow no motivation studying alone.Conclusion is that I might moving to any next year.Is a decision that i have thought carefully and people,i have make a mistake by going to sydney.However,i dont think it was a mistake as i got to know a lot of decent people like my few abang angkat,good ol' frens but somehow,i need someone who study with me and who i can ask question.I dont care if there is nothing,i dont do much in weekdays in sydney.I go out on weekends which i can do also in canberra.The weekend going to sydney.Plus,my sis chowing next year,so is my anabg angkat.Sigh,memang sedih.Got no real close frens then.So,i have decided to move to anu and is like 80% confirm.

BEsides that,nothing major happening in my life.Just cant wait to go to ski.Hahaha...anyway,wanna get some rest.IS has been a tiring day.Chow

Battlefield

We might have win the war,but we havent win the battle yet


After four months,after all those man were down and out,after gallons of lost blood...Is nearly over men,is nearly over.After spending hours and hours and sleepless nights doing all the tactics on how to win the war,it maybe paying off during the war.After all those constant bombardments,we still were hanging out tight,never want to let go.THere were times where i was myself were doubtful of the outcome.Should i attack or defense?Some of the battles were harder than expected.Too many men were down and injured..BUt somehow,we manage to scrape through.Sometimes,it takes too long too kill the opponents off that we didnt have time.But,all hope are on our prayers.Hope that we will win the war.NExt battle is monday.After that,we have our freedorm and may enjoy the reward...

Conclusion

Walking down to a path where i can roughly know

IS been a while since i blog..yea,cause exam..As the exam is getting nearer,it actually means that the sooner to see kdu guys once again at snowy mountain..Yup,playing with the snow..Muahahha,the question that finally rose is that hows life without kdu guys?Hmm,pretty sad.MIght consider changing to anu next year..See how it goes...BUt gosh man,is has been one semester di..HOw time flies...Still remember the first time i was here...JUst arrive in the airpot and met one of my frens...Then went to my sis house and stRAIGHT away went to circular quey to met up with wafi and hana...It was fun,but it was too short for my liking...Then went back and it actually hit me straight to my face when i woke up all alone..My sis went for concert and it just hit me.Im in aussie now.No frens no one left.I just felt sad.Then uni came.Been there,was even more sad..COuldnt make frens.IT was extreemly hard to break the ice with the locals.Came back to sis house and wondering why the fucking hell didnt go to anu.I was seriously lonely.No one to turn to.I wasnt used to that.ALl this while when i was in kdu,i had a lot to turn to.BUt here,no one,no one yet.Then ivan came to the picture,keep hanging out with him cause he was the only guy that i know that was in sydney uni.After the tuts started,met with some good locals.Steven,sammy,katingka.NIce locals frens.But,is hard to make them ur close friends.THen move in to msia hall.Frens?NO one.Only hang out with malays which by the way now,hated them.End up hanging out with the chinese gang as usual.Pretty close with them now.THen,met my kinda 2 abang angkat.It was actually my sister batch from kdu and i know them trough ivan cause their housemate.Now,i can say that im closer to them than ivan ever.

Now,after close to 4 months,i can say that life is pretty good but still missing kdu days.BUt it less now,cause i got some people to turn to now.But in uni,frens still can count with fingers.THat is something i want to change.Last time i cant bear the thought of life without wafi,hana,munzir,azreen,chap who is just beside you when u need them.But after four months living in sydney,i can say that i cope pretty well without them but still,i call wafi every week.Haha.Now,im counting the days that till i meet them once again.SNowy mountain,here i come

*Tick,tock

Time is running out,lets go guys

Exam is near the corner and still im here blogging...SIgh,just feel damn lazy,takde semengat...i need someone to study with...thats how i study in kdu last time...still now got no one study accounting taht can be my study partner...no frens that is still close...but maybe study with someone else...hehe....Argh...sometime i hate napes as u woke up damn blur...still the blur process...the nose block and the feeling of feverish...bullshit....Sigh....time to get back to the books....

I miss them so much

Mangkuk,ko cakap ko tak datang...

Finally,is the weekend...yea,what a horrible week.2 test in one day again.Crap...anyway,i was 24 hours awake yesterday.Woke up at 5,sleep at 5.WHat did i do?Play card and gamble...Well,gamble drinklah not money..Driking alcohol...lolz..nolah,i drink pepsi only..but chi beng,drink like 5-6 cups..to high di...so anyway,went to sleep...then had the best dream in a while...a dream where i wish it was reality....We were reunite somehwere again...THe kdu gang...the best was munzir was there...i was so happy,there were no words could descripe the feeling...is just wow,plus during that time,i have a gf and guess who...lolz...it was just great...but no....my stupid roomate woke me up by wathchinig friends...fuck him man,loudly somemore....people try to sleep and he always kacau wan...gila tak cukup tido...sigh,the postive side is that is only 18 days to go to see them again