Memories are just there when we need them

Is been a while and since the last post kinda overreacted...hehe...but beware.this post gonna be emo a bit..hehe..

Well,is just got me to think when i chatted with jas...he keep asking,found any targets to become gf...apparently not..and im kinda suprised cause usually now is the corerct period to find somene who supposed to be ur wife...lolz..anyway,the thing is i dont find anyone attractive...or i can like...It got me thinking...am i actually afraid to fall in love again?From past experince...hmm...dont know...the thing was it was a bad experince..it was horrible...is just too freaking horrible...reading back my past entry...it just came back to me...it was so sad...SO how...am i gonna be single all my life???The thing is no...Cause somehow,these days,i think i might have found someone perfect for my personality...is always true that somehow,the thing that meant for you,is right under your nose or right in front of you and you dont know it...I dont know...sometimes is just to early to tell....but,but,i think i may have find the one...the only problem is that she is not single....but somehow,maybe im just gonna wait :D