Confused?Unsure?What can i do?

Hey blog....

Life was kinda busy for once in few months.Well,the weekend where i suppose go to canberra,was actually spent by spending time with my cousin and my uncles...Well.woke up on saturday mornig expecting there is nothing to do an just another ordinary day.However,there is plan made.well,my uncle invited my sis and i go to their house spend the weekend.So at first i went to central using bus and from there we took a train to the nearest train station and we walk.Sounds far ain it?Haha,yea cause my place is eastern suburb while theirs is erm...somewhere,not sure.But if use car like 2o minutes....so still far.....Anyway,when arrive took a drink and lepak...Then my cousin came back from work.So chatted with her a while then did some stuff and bla bla bla....dinner time...for the first time i eat at home cook food with rice.....Is been like wat a week since i eat rice???So there was seafood.Fried prawns,vietnamese salad which is quite nice and there is salmon and etc....Kinda a lot of food.Yummy,then we just watch some tv which is kinda kewl cause satelite tv....Watch alion vs predetor,butterflt effect which is kinda cool and confused...in the end,fall asleep while watching it...I was sleeping on the couch cause no place to stay,but they offer me a matress but i thik the couch was more confertable which it was.Had a nice sleep...Woke up and went to ikea to buy sofa for my sis apartment.Kinda cool.It was self assemble tough and just finished it just now.Kinda screwed uo a bit,sigh everything abt ikea is self assemble.Basket....even the tv was...sigh,in the end need to do on yourself....not bad man......Deserved a pat in the back.....

Sigh.......yesterday unpack stuff to msia hall..so kinda stay there but gonna stay here for a while cause easy to pay when startng next month....sigh,now when there is nohthing to do....is reminds me of her.....IS been a long time since i mention about her....the problem is i dont know whether i have feelings for her not.....this wasnt like last time where i was in love....this was macam kadang2 pikir kadang2 tak...last time 24 7 thiking when i was in love....im confused.......i really really do....now apart..even more confused.....sigh..i really really need to have frens now here and probably meet some girls...hehe....so far no cun chick yet in msia hall...rats.....all ugly...yuck...look like aunty only all of them...sigh....what to do.....live here....but anyway kinda look foward to stay in msia hall...looks nice cause the mathress is like home...missing my bed....anyway fuzzy signing out...chow