Lonely......

I just dont know why,im just kinda feel the blues tonight.Sigh,is back to old those jiwang songs again.I dont know why but i just cant stop thinking abt it.Is like always in my mind,no matter what i do.Either watching movie,or sleeping,is like 24/7 thinking abt her.Sigh,it sux to feels like this.The problem is that i cant do anything.I cant confess,not just yet.I believe that you only have a chance to confess to someone.Only once.You cant do that more than once.Is must be perfect and i must know that i do have any chance at all.Confess too early can result in blowing up the oppurtanity like last time which i did.Or too late which will cause losing her.I dont want to regret in future that i should have done this or done that.......Im confused,i cant do any freaking thing about it.What worse is that im nearly leaving and she is also.I just dont think that now will be the perfect time,but still...........thinking me and her sigh,is just nice and warm.Ill know that i choose to just back off but this something i cant do.Ill just plan few steps what im going to do.Sigh,this feelings is something i havent felt in a long time.To be exact is 5 months ago.Wow,im really growing up.But hey the question will only remains am i a bf material?Haha,i dont know and i hope soon ill figure that out cause is driving me out of my mind.Im being emo lately.Cepat terasa and temper rose very fast.Guess is must be the frustration.Sigh,anyway just feel like express those feelings.Wanna go shower now.....sad fuzzy for the day is signing out.....